Jesslin She'Nedra (jesslin) wrote,
Jesslin She'Nedra

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I need to get off my arse and see the dentist for the first time in too long - I finally noticed that my bottom wisdom teeth are canted forward instead of up. I doubt there's anything that can be done other than pull them, which I really prefer not to do, but I'll never know if I don't ask someone who knows more than I. It annoys me, because the upper ones grew in perfectly. Stupid teeth. Actually, can't argue too much - they're otherwise intact, and I know that's still rare in sugar-fed America. Only reason I care is that I don't want to accidentally chew through my own cheek :D

At some point I also need to do some serious mental prep work for Shibaricon. Half the time I don't want to go at all, as it seems like most of the people attending are 'in the scene', where I'm a self-admitted private hobbyist. I don't walk the walk or talk the talk, and I'm shy enough by nature with people I don't know that, especially in this very, erm, *physical* hobby, I feel very left out much of the time.  The classes are fine, it's the stuff around the classes that I'm trying to deal with. ::shrug::  I just need a button that says "Clueless newb; Play nice" or something.  *sigh* What's a girl gotta do to find a nice Top to play with? ;D  Plus, there will definitely be more people there this year that I know through other avenues, so I had better deal with my automatic reaction of "oh NOES! They will learn my durty little sekretz!" as much in advance as possible.  I don't care that I'm into bondage, I certainly don't care that you're into bondage, I just care that you *know* I'm into it.  :/  I'll blame prim-n-proper upbringing for this nonsensical feeling. I never claimed to make sense... 

So generally speaking, life continues.  This is good, as the alternative would leave me unable to bask in my angstiness -- and what other fun could I *possibly* have in life? ;D
Tags: health, random thoughts
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